im sorry mom,i still cant forgive him,but dun worry ..i trust myself dat i can do dat,,but not now,maybe tomorrow,next week,next month or take a few years 2 make it real....once im hurting i take a long time 2 treat it..b4 dis,i love him,i accept him in my life,n i already forgive him from all his mistake 2 me b4...n now he hurting me again with  hurting u 4 r second time..did u think dat i cant forgive him?????i need time 2 forget all the problems before,,just be patience mom...Allah is fair....