Thursday, April 28, 2011

this is my mummy,,i really miss n love her so much,without her i cant see this world,i know dat im not a good daughter,but i believe n i promise 2 my self that i want 2 make my mother happy n proud with me,,n i want 2 return my mother smiles..4 the name of Allah,i really love her n only her n in my heart from 'azali' until i close my eyes n when the soil has been covering my body...mummy,im prayer 4 u,i hope u getting good health n extended life.pe you happy always, good health and extended life.,,Amin...


Sunday, April 24, 2011

sa gagal lagi final sem4!!!omg...i hate dis!!!gagal comD.....bljr sdh sa bgs2 ne tw..tgu endo gan git lg..cmna la ne....dlm debaran..coolllll................

Friday, April 22, 2011

Can't you see me falling an endless fall?
Can't you hear me calling a neverending call?
Can't you see me bleeding? I'm losing control
Can't you see me dying? I'm dying alone

benar ka?

Ya Allah.....
sering sekali kudengar…
berbahagia untuk orang lain adalah benar,
berdoa agar orang lain bahagia adalah benar,
melakukan hal untuk membahagiakan orang lain adalah benar,
...
tapi setelah berkali-kali mengapa masih saja sakit

Saturday, April 16, 2011

bersyukur sy kepada Allah mc d beri peluang memuji namanya.







insyallah,,sa nak bertudung hingga ke akhir hidup sa..






emmm,,,olllaaaa!!!!sa bru jak bgn ne,dr smlm sbnrnya sa simpan skit hati ne,,bkn apa,sa geram sebenarnya..sa maw tny ne??kamu suka kalo org dlm rmh korg asyik buat muka je???xkan..gt gak sa,sabar pun ada had nya bha...ne smpai ada kwn2 sa yg dtg pun trs bt muka..apa dea pkir rmh ne milik dea sorg ka??plz la gurl,jd la matang skit..klo qoe trs nak bsikap mcm 2 lama2 xda org nak kawan gan qoe lg taw,dorg akan benci qoe..byk da rungutan sa dgr ttg qoe....menyampah gan perangai qoe,mcm ibu yg meroyan selepas kematian anak...klo iya pun qoe xsuka kwn2 kmi dtg xyah la qoe nak bt muka kat sna,,,qoe just deam jak,pernah ka qoe nmpk sa bt klo qoe bwa kwn qoe g umah??pnh??xpnh kan,,sa hormat bha tetamu yg dtg p umah,,,xmaw la sa bt2 muka sana,sa tw kita ne sma2 student...jauh dr kuarga,so tnp kuarga d cc teman la jd pendamping,,tp qoe ne perangai xberubah2 ,sa xtw la maw ckp apa lg dgn qoe ne..penat dah sa bha..qoe mna pndai sedar2,skit2 nak bt muka,nak hempap pintu,jeling2 org,hempas brg2,,wei!!xpyh la qoe nak tunjuk prngai qoe 2,,,sa xsuka tw ka????!!!!!i hate much much much much,,,u hv a bad attituded!!!qoe kena sedar 2!!!jgn smpai sa naik meluat gan qoe,qoe bt muka ble tp jgn smpai sa lgsg xmaw tgk muka qoe da,,,jgn sampai sa da xmw kwn gan qoe,xmw tegur qoe,,,,,sa ble bt lg teruk tw!!ingat2 la,,sama2 kita ne manusia xpyh la qoe nak tunjuk seolah2 qoe 2 kuat sgt n org akn tkut,,,sa xtkut ok........pls,,,,sa mohon,,berubah la qoe,,,qoe 2 lg tua dr kmi,jgn asyik nak mendengus gan ksilapan kmi sdgkan sekarang qoe lg teruk dr kmi,,,awas bt masa ne mulut sa mc baik..bkn qoe xtw betapa jht nya mulut sa...bila2 malu qoe,,,,ingat jak ckp sa k??qoe lg tua dr sa,pndai2 la menilai kata2 sa..wasalammmm..

sEnyUm x bErErti sA hAppY






wei,,,wei,,,im alrdy sem5 woo,,,,dats means so many asgmnt will do at dis sem,huh,,i hope i can do better than before..next sem is my last sem as a student..after dat???i  dun know laa.....

Friday, April 15, 2011

im sorry mom,i still cant forgive him,but dun worry ..i trust myself dat i can do dat,,but not now,maybe tomorrow,next week,next month or take a few years 2 make it real....once im hurting i take a long time 2 treat it..b4 dis,i love him,i accept him in my life,n i already forgive him from all his mistake 2 me b4...n now he hurting me again with  hurting u 4 r second time..did u think dat i cant forgive him?????i need time 2 forget all the problems before,,just be patience mom...Allah is fair....
kata orang bila kita bersabar kita akan perolehi seribu limpahan kesenangan hati..n now sy sdh ble rasa happy..but...i cant 4give him,dun know why..n kpd yg merasaka apa yg terjadi kpd kmi ne  adalah KARMA..sy nak perbetulkan sikit,kalau kau percaya qoe percaya itu adalah karma sy pl percaya pada takdir..tiada apa benda yg jadi dulu kini mahupun esok yg tdk d panggil takdir,,,kerana diri kita masing2 tertulis takdir sendiri,melawan takdir ka ??sehingga mulut mu terlalu lancang mengatakan ianya adalah karma???qoe bodoh,,,xpakai otak ketika menilai sesuatu,,,,,terima hakikat apa yg terjadi pada kita hari ini adalah takdir bt kita,tolak ke tepi takdir itu jika qoe mampu...dan sa xpnh kisah pun,,n now siapa qoe n bagaimana qoe,sa xmaw ambil peduli mahupun ambil tahu,,,,

Saturday, April 9, 2011

adei..mcm2 masalah rupanya berlaku semasa sa d seberang sabah ne...napa teda yg mw ctaw sa ne?????adei,,hati sa tmbh tdk senang oe law mcm ne,mcmna sa mw fokus study law hidup trs mcm ne....what happen 2 my life soon???i,ll be crazy like dis,,God help me.....i can hold it,,,